oddly enough, if you read the poem, it seems to sound like a man raping another man. I thought loverofmoses was a woman.

So? He was boss. On top
and

In my mind an endless blackness,
Nothing within me but blackness
Screamed at the boy no longer there
the boy in his mind was no longer there. meaning the rape destroyed his boyhood, his childhood and turned him into a man with an empty blackness
inside.