No, it wasn't just that encounter that brought me back to the faith.

The presence was fear, an unknown fear. I had no idea what caused it, it just came.

Well if you had any knowledge of religion, you would know that demonds would loose interest in you if they made you closer to god.

Now how did I know it was a demond? It went away after I gained back my faith.

No I had doubts of Gods existence, but also some faith left. So I was in between the two.

Happens all the time

hello
1st i once "thought i had a possee state until i was sent to a psychiatrist and found out i was undifferentiated schizophrenic. which was caused by lack of sleep, high amounts of caffine to keep from sleeping( about 3g a day), and stress from hyperactive imagination. my longest time without sleep was about 17 days with produced halucinations of possesion, telekenetic powers, and super human strength. i only slept for about 6 hours afer i was bored of it. and slept every 2 days for 3 hours after that. now i am doing a lot better. i sleep for 11 hours of the day. and only obsessive paranoia and disorganised thoughts/speech presist.
2nd- take 7 hits of acid to produce same effects
if you don't die from either of them you will succesfully produced a possion state.

Ha he whant to summon a Demon haha id tell that he needs more xsperians i am kurntly possesd by my inner demon my one evil i now i tried to do that summon thing but only disaster striked i advised not to summon until u sean what can happen ur self

Necrakull, I believe that ritual summons a thoughtform for negative emotions rather than an actual sentiant creature and I would advice the use of a circle in this case because although an emotion dosnt want to be controlled (after all if your angry and someone tries to calm you down you get angryer before they succed) without the circle your suseptable to having these emotions at there highest point inside you, this is probably why Vysage felt calm during these rituals because negative emotion was traped in the circle, but then this kid want's to be possesed right? and I suppose being overcome by hightened fear pain and hatred would be the same thing.....

reply to post by Shaker

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you can do with your soul as you please. the human soul belongs not to god nor my father so do as you please but think befor you act for my father likes to screw you over

darius

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This is rather odd, to me, staying awake for 17 days.
Did you have some sort of monitoring device to tell if you were always awake?
In the movie, Fight Club, a doctor tells the Norton character that not sleeping will not kill you.
Well, that is wrong.
Your body needs sleep to heal itself and your immune system breaks down if you do not sleep.
17 days would be enough time to get an infection that will kill you.
I did 17 days without sleep, but not really.
I was in a hospital bed and had a big clock, on the Wall, right in front of me.
So, I knew I was asleep for five minutes every day.
I ended up being abducted by five demons.
I came back to my body after what seemed like a month, and the clock had not moved.

2. I would not advise taking too much acid.
People I know, who would take 30 at a time, ended up permanantly messed up.


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man seriously i think this anonymous posters are silly why cant you just create an avatar its not like you're telling the world who you are or maybe you're just too lazy to remeber a password

Does this thing happen to be the demon of illiteracy?

I hope that you people will not discourage this person anymore. But I'm not going to tell you how either--I don't know what culture of summoninbg you want to do. Most do not work. After an entire year of research devoted to this topic (It is not a waste of time) and you will be surprised at how seemingly ridiculous methods you find on common ground work. I bid you good luck, but I request--Please. Do not aquire a full-scale manifestation. If you are a true believer, you know to NEVER take risks with Them. They are not unkind but do not treat them with disrespect.

What about sending them back afterwards?

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Here watch the video, this man was a satanic high priest.

video.google.com...#

LOL, priceless!!!